Of course like any other person today just so happens to be a day where I feel empty...depression has settled in..
I have a tarnished relationship with Christ.. I'm broken, strife after strife. everyday won't be peachy and today is just that day....my heart seems like it's failing to slowly decay.
My sorrow within is great... I cry within from a torment state. Trying to hold onto you Lord, but I'm losing my grip...I've slipped, I've fallen, I'm crawling, I'm low and deathly afraid of where my road may go...I'm angrier than the most violent hurricane and as bitter as freshly ground ginger...for the depths of my sadness is but as deeper than the deepest sea and expands wider than the widest universe and my contentment is as shallow as my glass of unsweetened tea. I don't even believe there are words to describe my longing for change, my true satisfaction from a life positively rearranged. No more circles...I just want...what's that word?
...joy.
Sincerely,
me
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