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Friday, July 24, 2015

Why are single mother's frowned upon?

Someone posted something about how they will never be a "baby mama" and it kind of hit a soft spot because too many times I've been called "baby mama".

#iammorethanthat #thatsnotmyname #despitewhatanyonethinks #andthatiswhyiamstrong

Monday, July 20, 2015

Sealed and sent to heaven

Save me from my own demise...teach me how to win...teach me how to fly...

Don't Worry

Don't worry... For all those who doubted you, sized you up, counted you out, disrespected you, rubbed your name in the dirt, broke your heart; don't worry...they'll hear good news of you soon...and that's enough revenge right there.

#beinghappyismyrevenge #goodnews

Battles

Pick and choose your battles. There is a certain level of maturity that we should have as adults.

#adults #grown #maturity

Sunday, July 12, 2015

Late night thinking to myself

Even when hurting... I still have a song in my heart. I have my days when I'm pissed off, angry and frustrated... Hate to say it, but I'm really only mad at myself....something has to change and real soon...all I have to do is hold on...

🎶What God has for me, it is for me🎶

Saturday, July 11, 2015

Poetry by Me "Hardened Heart"

Tired of pretending like I'm okay,
tired of always forcing a smile upon my face,
tired of hiding the way I feel,
tired of suppressing the way that I deal....
deal with constant depression, the feeling of abandonment and rejection,
and the sickness of a loss of positive perception.

I am broken,
and I told God this...over and over again.
I am torn,
and I cried my tears to Him time and time again.
I'm looking around and screaming inside....when will it all end...
I did what I did, when will a balanced life begin?...it just takes me to a place of hurt because I even let go to give in....

But this nightmare....this nightmare, keeps on chasing me
I pray and I worship and get in my word, but it is never enough.
When will this road of mine get a little less tough?

I am hardened and sad...angry...furious, I'm mad
I just want to be happy, but I never seem to find that peace inside of me...
the more I think about my life, the more I want to cry...
I just want to cry and cry and cry and let it all out, but the tears never stop flowing...

I am tired of pretending like I'm okay
and I'm tired of always forcing a stupid smile upon my face
so tired of hiding the way I really feel
suppressing the way that I secretly deal
I've been dealt a hand of constant depression, the feeling of abandonment and rejection...
tired of this sickness...this insidious infection, the sickness of a loss of positive perception.


#Poetry #Broken #Torn